Writings by Esther Stephanie

If I were a predator would you run from me? If I slicked back your hair menacingly? If I whispered "you're beautiful" with ulterior motive While I held the door shut as you demanded "just let me leave" Can't you see, I'm in pain? And if you don't love me now, I swear you'll pay If I promise hurting you doesn't make me your enemy, Would you stay calm as I take you where you lay? Am I a monster because I love you uncontrollably?  If I were kinder, wiser, sweeter would you worship me? I know it's not my fault when you drive me to destruction You say you're stressed; your scared, your vision is blurry  Well I'm sorry but I wouldn't need to make it so if you didn't run from me

  Beautiful and kind and soft as a rose But her heart is heavy and her gaze somewhat cold She works and she smiles and she washes our clothes But she screams to the dishes when nobody's home "I love you, I love you, I love you, you know But I'm tired of crying and coping alone" Beautiful and bitter and a heart made of stone My mother is hopeless so I pick up the phone I work and I smile and I wash our clothes While mother is waiting for a love still unknown

  Lovers trick and angels lie But a devils face is known far and wide Pain is painted with your smile But a tear is one you can never hide   We’ll play pixies in the night We’ll laugh and bask in our delight But when we strike the final match I’ll cut you first in our great fight   For, a friend can fool like a foe And a foe, play a friend But safety stays when lovers leave And alone is always best, in the end